I hate how you make a joke out of everything.
I hate how you don’t care about the big important things.
I hate how you always yell when I’m right next to you.
I hate how you act so controlling.
I hate how you stare at me.
I hate how you have changed so much since I met you.
I hate how you make me feel so many emotions at once.
I hate how you make me hate you.
I hate how you make me love you.
Stop asking where she is.
I don’t know where she is 24/7. I don’t have her on a fucking GPS grid. I barely ever see her anymore.
If you want to know where she is, go look for her and stop asking me because I do not know and I do not care anymore.
I'm out when I turn 18.
I can’t deal with my mom.
The only reason I’m trying to do good in school is to get my grandma away from my mom and see her smile again.
I slipped down the hallway right into the web you’d woven. And you never said that you meant to save someone. Somebody just like me. And you never told me you wanted to love someone. Somebody just like me.
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| — | Just Like Me - Paramore |
You know when you tie a rubber band around your finger until it turns purple?
I just did that to my tongue and I can’t talk now.
:)
I know I'm spending more than $150 on my friends this year.
That’s a lot for me because I’m really cheap. I don’t even spend that much on my family.
I’m only getting 5 people presents and everyone else is getting candy canes.
My mom’s being a bitch though and won’t give me my card, but my grandm’a going to try and get me money. :)
12959.) We are not all teenage infatuated girls with a false sense of true love. I have loved greatly, and lost greatly. A victim of a one sided affair.
These past few days..ahujfdhuis
I don’t remember Wednesday very well, but I know it was fun.
Yesterday was kind of crazy.
My field trip got canceled so I hung out a bit then came back to my uncle’s house and chilled.
I made dinner, my uncle loved it, we took a nap, then we went to my apartment to get my book bag. We go and my grandma’s telling us about how my mom was bitching about everything as always. Then my mom comes at around 11 and she’s telling me to take my book bag off and I’m like gtfo.
Then my uncle gets all macho man on her and she realized that she’s not going to win so she tells me that if I leave then I won’t come back. I just looked at her then got up and left.
She was the one that said I could stay for two days and then she was going back on her word because it was late.
Then today I had a very nice day until I called my grandma.
She said my mom was going to come pick me up and I said no. So my mom said that I should stay here because she’s not letting me back home. Then I played every single card I could against her. It was even her talking to me. I just heard her in the background.
Now I’m here chillin’. I’m going to do my homework, make some dinner, and do laundry.
